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Illness to the glory of God

I think I caught Hannah's cold through cyberspace. We've spent our weekly grocery money on cold medicine for me it seems -- vapour rub, nasal spray, sudafed; my husband's bringing home cough syrup for chesty coughs (that's how things are designated here) and Kleenex. I'm in bed on a Sunday morning missing out on worship. That just stinks.

So when I woke up at 5 am coughing and fully awake (for me at least around that hour) I started thinking about illness and bringing God glory. Although I probably feel quite sorry for myself now, my sickness is nothing more than an annoyance when it comes down to it and in a week or so will be remembered no more. I do not have a chronic illness or cancer or something that keeps me confined to my bed. I really have nothing to complain about. This little dose of perspective is something which can begin to cure my "I'm-sick-help-poor-pathetic-me" blues.

But proceeding from this perspective, how do I live now, being sick, to the glory of God? I could give you a whole lot of Christian answers now: using my time to pray more, reading my Bible more, writing notes to other believers, reading more Christian books, etc. I'm not so much concerned about what things that have to do with Christianity I could do now, but more along a Nancy Pearcy-esque line of how do I live out my sickness Christianly? (I'm just now getting to terms with how much of my life is not lived out according to a Christian worldview -- but instead is Christ tacked on to things rather than a pervading of all I am and think and do -- and am trying to construct one in the little instances first). I think a lot of the problem is that I've usually thought of the word 'Christian' primarily in its use as an adjective -- to do various Christian things -- rather than as an adverb, to do everything Christianly, in a manner worthy of Christ. I don't have an immediate answer right now (and I'm sure my cold medicine will kick in soon and I'll soon be asleep) but I think the question is worth posing. I think my initial thoughts on the wider perspective of the gospel, of the church and of Christ being preeminent definitely begin to answer the question. But I'll also put it to you: How can/do you live out your life today Christianly?

Comments

For me, the answer to your question is very simple--I could stop being a mean, angry, raging maniac. And if you think I'm joking, just ask my husband.

Sorry to pass my cold on to you all the way over there! I'd better be careful otherwise you might also catch the food poisoning that seems to have stricken me this weekend. But like you say, I have nothing to complain about compared to those who have serious illnesses.

Posted by: Hannah at October 2, 2005 6:36 AM

Get well soon, Ashley.

"...but instead is Christ tacked on to things rather than a pervading of all I am and think and do..."

This wouldn't call for dramatic external changes. I won't be doing missionary work in China anytime soon, but it does call for a repeated decision of my hearrt per Laura's post on diligence.

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm off to observe the Sabbath with a nap...to the glory of God, of course. :)

Hannah, speedy recovery to you as well.

Posted by: Lexie at October 2, 2005 11:32 AM

Over the years I found the best way to live my life 'Christianly' is to accept 'What Is'. When I realized that I AM is the God of What Is, I began to realize that when I resist What Is, I am resisting Him. So instead of getting frustrated about being a mean, angry, raging maniac, I have learned to accept the fact that, in the flesh, I can't help it---and by confessing it, continuously, over the years, the maniac seems to be making her appearance less and less often. I used to get very upset when illness struck--even minor illness. I have a hard enough time keeping up with my crazy life when healthy. Illness (especially in a family as large as mine) is a major setback, from an earthly standpoint. Now, I am learning to accept it as the Father's traffic sign that says 'Slow Down...Be Still and Know that I AM God.' By learning to be blown by the wind of His Spirit, accepting where I am and what is at the moment, life hasn't really become easier, but it is certainly becoming a whole lot more peaceful.

Be well, soon, Sisters! Praying no one else catches this computer virus! :-)

Posted by: Debra at October 2, 2005 3:15 PM

Hey, what's going on?! How did Hannah's cold go from Korea to England and the US? I had to stay home from church today too (and a really cool used kids' stuff sale yesterday) because my oldest daughter is down with it. Hope everyone gets better soon...(and that the rest of us stay well!)

Posted by: Marla at October 3, 2005 12:28 AM

Read Rose from Brier by Amy Carmichael. I'd quote from it but gave my last copy away to someone sick.

Posted by: Debby at October 3, 2005 4:36 AM

Ashley - this is the first post I have read of yours, nice to meet you! Glad you have joined intelectuelle!

Great thoughts - similar to how I have been thinking about mothering, which is almost silly. Compared to how I used to live, my hands feel tied, able to do far less than I did before in terms of church involvement, study, etc. . . but it is an adverb of the spirit, as you pointed out. In fact, I am learning that I have a far greater opportunity to live like Christ when I am humbled and limited. I imagine how constrained Christ, Lord of glory, maker of heaven and earth, felt trapped in a human body with only three years of overt ministry and 1 main event to accomplish. How he must have longed to turn stones into bread for his people, yet He patiently endured the path set before Him.

Praying you feel better!

Posted by: Annie at October 3, 2005 7:04 AM

Well, I imagine whatever it is, it will lead us to the joy in trials that is spoken of in James 1. I suppose it starts w/ taking the focus off us and putting it elsewhere.

For me when I am sick, I suppose it would also involve not using my sickness as an excuse, either to be grumpy or lazy.

Good questions. Love your name (it's my eldest daughter's name.)

Posted by: Khyraen at October 4, 2005 9:59 PM

Thanks everyone for your great thoughts on this matter. :) I'm doing moderately better as well.

Posted by: Ashley at October 5, 2005 12:43 AM

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