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The mind that is still there

Add me to the list of people who discovered C. S. Lewis’ writings in college. I also remember listening to an audiotape of Lewis’ radio lectures on the Four Loves, which I think we still have around here somewhere. Lewis, his student Sheldon Vanauken, Francis Schaeffer, and Thomas Merton all helped me find my way out of agnosticism and other misunderstandings, and, along with materials from a phenomenal class that included Roland Bainton’s biography of Martin Luther, Here I Stand, helped me discover myself.

In the time period after college I dabbled in various pursuits of understanding, but the demands of life kept me from doing much of it seriously. I did, however, manage to find a few friends along the way who loved hanging out and discussing ideas about life and faith as much as I did.

Then I had (three spectacular) children, and for several years was overwhelmingly occupied with care for family and home. What little capacity for coherent thought I still had was fully utilized by practicalities. A wonderful Yahoo email group of Christian moms with infants proved a Godsend, however, providing much-needed support and “adult conversation” as well as opportunity to hone written-communication skills.

As my children got older and I began to homeschool, I was obliged to think outside the box of my house again in order to prepare myself as a teacher. I began posting at the online forums for the homeschool curriculum I use, which are wonderful, though nothing really clicked ‘til that fateful day I asked a question in the science forum and a responder referred me to his blog. Blog? What’s that? Well, starting with Rusty Lopez’ New Covenant, I discovered, link by link and blog by blog, a veritable treasure trove of really smart, thoughtful, and interesting people – people discussing all sorts of things related to the living out of Christian faith in a rational way. Eureka!

As the gears in my head oiled up and my mind came back (somewhat), I began leaving comments on the blogs I visited. Eventually I realized I still had a lot to say so I started my own blog. It’s been a great adventure. Blogging definitely has its place as well as its rewards, but it also takes up a lot of time. I asked another blogger whose thinking and integrity I respect and who also knows a ton of people through her blog (that would be Marla :-) ) if she had any recommendations for helping me get a group blog together.

The rest, of course, is history -- not to mention, the future!

Comments

Great introduction, Bonnie. Love that you mention Vanauken. A Severe Mercy will always have a special place in my heart..and mind :) ...Under the Mercy didn't make the same impression but that's because Davey was gone and I couldn't quite swallow his conversion to Catholicism.

I knew we all had a lot in common, but I'm amazed that so far all of us discovered C.S. Lewis in college (or his apologetics at least--I'm guessing some of us read the Chronicle of Narnia earlier and may have dabbled in his other works of fiction). I'm betting the youngest member of our team discovered him pre-college since she's just in college now, but we'll see what Laura has to say when she's up...

Posted by: Marla at June 29, 2005 11:45 AM

Nice to meet you, Bonnie. :)

Glad our paths interesected.

Here's to the future...

Posted by: Lexie at June 29, 2005 11:51 AM

Bonnie, I've read your blog for a few months but I didn't know a lot about your life. I'm glad to meet you!

I haven't read Thomas Merton. Do you have any particular favorites?

I think I can learn a lot from you, Bonnie.

Hannah

Posted by: Hannah Im at June 29, 2005 3:13 PM

I'm very glad to have discovered you all via Evangelical Outpost. Keep up the great work! ;)

Posted by: J. Hagglund at June 29, 2005 3:48 PM

Thanks for the mention Bonnie.

I know, from past conversations with you, that you were seeking a broader outlet for your blog writings. This forum will certainly give you that.

Posted by: Rusty at June 29, 2005 6:24 PM

It's great to meet all of you! Hannah, I’m sure I will learn a lot from you as well. (As we all will from each other!) I've appreciated your writings on your blog; you and I seem to approach things in a similar way.

As for Merton, I'll admit it’s been awhile since I read him except for his Selected Poems – which is probably the one book I’d want if I was stranded on a desert island (besides my Bible, of course!) I first “met” Merton (a Trappist monk) through his autobiography, Seven Storey Mountain. I can also recommend New Seeds of Contemplation, Thoughts in Solitude, No Man is an Island, and Disputed Questions (in no particular order, LOL).

Posted by: Bonnie at June 30, 2005 7:08 AM

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